Love

I am amazed at the goodness of our God.  He teaches us through His Holy Spirit, and loves us so much! Because He loved me first, I can love others...and see God in them.
If nobody told you that they love you today, I love you. And God, who is far greater than I, loves you too.

Jesus is our advocate to the Father. The Holy Spirit is God's advocate to us.
John 14

john 14:14

if something is 99% true, and 1% false would you still follow it?
If you had a gallon of yummy lemonaide, and there was a tablespoon of pee in it, would you drink it?
If you were eating an apple and took a large bite out and found a worm in the center of the apple, would you eat it?
Why do you belong to something that you know has many untrue concepts, and calls the Bible untrue? The Bible is the most true of any book, and you would get closer to God by reading the Bible, than by any other book!
John 14:14  "If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it."  Ask God if the Bible is true, look at the facts, and see with your spiritual eyes, that becoming a Christian is the way to be with God after this life. 

 Thank you Lord Jesus, for all your gifts to me.  Thank you for knowing who I am and my heart.  Thank you for blessing my friends and family.  I praise you God for all good things.  Thank you for dieing on the cross and suffering for my sins! Thank you for helping me in my unbelief, to become a true believer.  I love you Jesus now and forever. Please bless those who will read this that they may come to know the truth. In your name, Amen.

Closed Eyes

Darkness, I cannot see
I stumble, looking for Thee
I stand here searching for Thy light
But, only dark blackness fills my sights
Voices screaming, crying for me to come
Chanting and raving, "where are you from?"
Cause I have faith I walk and trust
Stumbling still, but keep trying I must

Smack! Ooh I hit the pavement again.
I feel new bruises inside my hands
Touching my legs and arms with care
Reveals cuts and scrapes there
Where am I? What have I fallen into?
Now that I'm here, what should I do?
Trying to follow Christ, when I cannot see
I wonder sometimes, can you see me?
With hands spread out, once again i will stand
With all my soul, I'll follow Thy command

But there is darkness all around
I have faith, but still there is no light to be found.
This would be so much easier for me
If only, Thy will Lord, was for me to see.
Yet, I walk another mile and a half
My body wants rest, my will to laugh

Through tripping and scuffing my shins and knees,
I fall, and wonder, why oh Lord please
All my days I have followed Thy plan
Seeking mysteries to Godliness, Trying to understand
But, still I can't see
Lord hear my plea

On my knees, in the rain
I feel so cold, confused, and in pain
All my life, Thy word I have kept
During the day, or in dreams as I've slept
I wander to and fro on this earth
But, now I find my will is dearth.

Oh Lord, guide my way
I know I can't travel alone today
Mile after mile, together we walk
Hand in hand, you listening while i talk
My God, you are so patient and meek.
To my tears and concerns I hear you speak.

"My precious daughter, have no fear. I love you and am always near. I've known your pains and your delights. You have been obedient even without your sight Now, my child, listen to what i say You shall have your sights today. Though you thought it was from me When eyes are closed, they cannot see. So hear me now, I am God, whom you love. I will always be watching you from above. Try not to make things harder than they are, To get into heaven, you don't have to be a star. Just be the very best person you can be, Now, open your eyes, my child, and see."

A Mighty Change

Capturing the Image behind the glass

Pieces of me I've found at last

Reflections hidden behind this wall

Capturing me before I fall

Waking up to consciousness

Open eyes, succeed to confess

Light is fleeing the shadows away

Soon this night will turn into day

A mighty change, can it happen so fast

Going through the labyrinth of my past

Drowning deep I breath in my pain

Standing still I feel the rain

Fire dancing in my eyes

Taking off my thick disguise

Can you see into my soul

For there are pieces of me even I don't know

The past with the future are make believe

The here and now is you and me

So hold me close, and let me be

All I need is God and me

With Him I know there's nothing more dear

Than the woman staring at me behind the mirror

Quarrels From Yesterday

I wanted to call back yesterday

To murder it on the spot!

I wanted to redo the fight,

And finish it honorably.

I wanted to place the newly shattered pieces

Of bitterness and sorrow,

Locked away in a safe, forever and forgotten.

I did not want to feel the pain.

I did not want to mix manipulated guilt

With regret, and shame.

I did not want words of anger to shout again.

I did not want them sealed in time,

For then I could not change them.

I wanted my journey as pure as an April shower.

I wanted it as innocent as a new born baby.

I wanted it to be peaceful and full of sunshine.

I wanted it as a clean piece of paper,

Fresh and untouched.

So I could write the happy endings from

Fairy Tales upon it.

Tell Me

Weeping willows

that cry at my bedside

bring peace in their

comforting arms

Sans (without) fear of violence

I speak to the dust

to be embraced in an

empty hallow

Regretted, abandoned

Alone.

thoughts full as if glass

shattering the forsaken

heart

with hope of a sun

Le moon is dropped

into the grande bouche of

darkness

society embellishes freedom

and rights

manipulated guilt and depression

seizing the young dreams and

pride

from the children

while swallowing the

will of the parents

Nature in all her splendor

roars and moans in

pain and disappointment

for her green world now is

gray

recalling treasured

memories of yesterday

Les larmes lui montent aux yeux

for the memories are fading in

silence

paths that follow the steps

of the ancient

have become

Envahis (over come)

wild with terrorism

politics, till almost they have vanished

Efface!

Standing with my eyes

open to the sea

i am blind

where are the roses

Dis moi